Showing posts with label addictions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label addictions. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Coffee As Drug

Hello, dear readers. I'm breaking the silence again on a lazy off-day to post one of my final papers I wrote for my composition class last year. I won't say much about it, other than I'm interested in your thoughts, as always. Enjoy!



Peter Vanderhorst
Profile Paper
Composition I

Coffee as Drug

    There’s a doubt in my mind that anyone would want to admit that his/her life is controlled even somewhat by a little black bean. I know for a fact that I wouldn’t want to admit such an embarrassing thing about myself. How humbled would people be if they came to the realization that this is true? And yet…it is.
    As a college student, I must confess that I have, like many of my fellow students, often put my entertainment before my studying. And, like them, I have had to make up for that mistake with late nights and fewer hours of sleep. When I arrive on campus, though, a solution to a day full of yawns and sleepy eyes is available and appetizing: coffee, from either of my college’s two shops. I am saved.
    Coffee shops are traditionally a soothing environment where good drinks flow, happy memories are made, and homework can be finished without all the distractions that assail students elsewhere. I walked into Java Jazz, the main coffee shop on my campus, to ascertain whether those things were actually true. I spread out my schoolwork (miscellaneous unordered papers, laptop) on the table encircling a concrete pillar and surreptitiously took notes.  Soothing environment? Artwork on the wall, soft lighting…Check. Music in keeping with the store? Yes (jazz, naturally). Tasteful  decorations? Of course. I bought a non-bean beverage, having already drunk a large cup of dark roast Roasterie coffee that morning. I love coffee, but I didn’t feel like making the many trips to the men’s room that accompany downing a hot coffee. Having put all my paraphernalia in order, I sat and watched people flow in and out, listened to the voices of the cashiers and customers, and heard the irrelevant chit-chat the employees casually engaged in when not busy (“What are you doing tonight?).  A coffee shop atmosphere is appealing in that it is comfortable and laid back. But amid that aura, I also glimpsed people who hurried in, got their coffee, and rushed out, clutching their newly-acquired caffeinated elixir. What drove them?
    I haven’t been drinking coffee for long compared to many people. The rules in my house said no coffee till age sixteen. Of course, I encountered coffee before then (contraband sips from a sibling’s cup, hurried gulps at a friend’s house, at weddings), but now that I have freedom to drink it in my own manner, I’m still not addicted to coffee. I don’t get headaches when I don’t have it, or jitters. But I know those who do, including family members: my grandmother drinks coffee daily, and admits to having headaches without it. My dad has had to wean himself off of coffee on some days to keep from being too dependent on it. My oldest brother rarely goes a day without at least one cup (usually more) of the drinkable “black gold.”
    Abigail Hofman, a self-professed coffee addict and former investment banker, explained how she felt about coffee: “To me, life was simply not worth living without coffee, but increasingly, I was feeling tired most of the time.” Many are addicted to coffee, knowingly or not. I interviewed Sarah, an employee at Java Jazz, who told me that there are some customers she sees who are “definitely” addicted.
    Sarah has been working at coffee shops for four years now, on and off. She loves her job most of the time, citing the atmosphere and pay as part of what makes a great place to work. We sat on a bench outside, pollen drifting lazily through the air to land on our heads, the sun shining through the trees in brilliant shafts of light. Coffee was on my mind, though; I asked her what she thought students would do if coffee was no longer offered on campus.
    “If there wasn’t coffee on campus, people would go elsewhere for coffee and food, taking business away from campus,” she postulated. Her perspective on people has changed from working in a coffee shop, seeing how self-centered people are and how much money they are willing to spend in their fixation to get their drink: “Even though the economy is in the hole, nobody is sacrificing their caffeine.” Trying to guess how much an average coffee “user” spent in one week, she guessed around $25 (one specialty coffee a day, at $4.50 + tax), coming up to $600 a semester, enough to send another student to school at JCCC for almost 9 credit hours in that same time period.
    Needless to say, coffee has become a controlling cog of our society. That isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but when a person is spending enough money on coffee yearly to start a small investment (between $250 and $1000 is enough to open a mutual fund), something is wrong. Much has been made of drug addictions; while coffee is not nearly as serious or harmful as most drugs, being addicted to coffee is not a healthy state to be in. College students are stereotyped as dependent on caffeine-based drinks, and I found in my online research that at least 50% of students use coffee to stay awake during all-nighters, by far the most often used eyelid-lifter. 
    It is telling that our country is the most responsible for making coffee into a multi-billion dollar industry. In a consumer-driven, instant-gratification society, coffee has made itself into a giant with corporate power not many realize the extent of. Students, professors, businessmen, and ordinary citizens alike do not see coffee as the huge money-making success that it is. For several centuries coffee was regarded as a “cheap” drink, overshadowed by tea in the homes of the genteel and rich. Today, it is the drink of choice and necessity for millions and millions of ordinary people, both wealthy and poor.
    “Coffee is like fine wine, and those of us who have time and money are the best connoisseurs,” Sarah told me. Too often for their own health, people use coffee like a drug, drinking it to stay awake or get their next caffeine high. Coffee should be treated better than that, as something to savor and appreciate. Perhaps if people had that mindset instead of an energy-pill one, they could enjoy coffee like I do: rejoicing in its different flavors, letting the warmth flood over my tongue and down my throat, its aroma filling my nostrils. 

Monday, November 30, 2009

Created For Worship

C.S. Lewis, in his amazing and incomparable The Screwtape Letters, states something that I believe to be very true. In case you aren't familiar with that work, it is (fiction) a series of letters from a senior demon to a lesser demon instructing him how to tempt a new Christian. With that introduction, here is the quotation:
"Never forget that when we are dealing with any pleasure in its healthy and normal and satisfying form, we are, in a sense, on the Enemy's ground. I know we have won many a soul through pleasure. All the same, it is His invention, not ours. He made all the pleasures: all our research so far has not enabled us to produce one. All we can do is to encourage the humans to take pleasures which our Enemy has produced, at times, or in ways, or in degrees, which He has forbidden. Hence we always try to work away from the natural condition of any pleasure to that in which it is least natural, least redolent of its Maker, and least pleasurable."
What Lewis says there is that Satan has no power to create sin. The only thing that he can do is pervert the things that God made for us, to dazzle us, to show His love to us, into things that change what God meant for good into things that we seek instead of God. Think about that.

Humans were created for worship; this is why we are always looking for something to make us happy, to follow, to get attention, to capture our interest. We were created to be awestruck by the incredible beauty of a God who made a star billions of times bigger than the earth, and we stare at and are instead transfixed by pictures of naked fellow humans, shots of an addicting drug, nicotine, sex, blood, power, money...Can you see the horribleness of what we all engage in daily?

What God created to show us how much He loves us we have transformed (with Satan's help and guidance) into many things that can instead replace God in our lives. We become addicted to drugs that cannot last. The pleasure will never, ever, last long enough for us. I think we're all addicted to something, whether we realize it or not. We just view some addictions more seriously than others, and rightly so. But we can also be addicted to attention of others, addicted to the feelings we get when others say good things about us, addicted to food, sex, money, power. If we look closely, I think we should all be able to see at least one thing in our lives that we are addicted to and worship, sometimes subconsciously. The horrible thing is that we can tell God we love Him and want to honor Him and serve ourselves and our wants at the same time, being double-minded. This is the result of a sinful nature, but blaming our sin on that isn't the route to freedom. I have to accept the consequences for choices I make, and nobody else makes those choices for me.

The only way to conquer addiction is to be addicted something better. There is only one addiction better than all of the things we worship instead of that one, and you all know what that is. We need to be addicted to God, and the love and life He alone can give. It's not an easy thing, and I am in no way far along that path. I need to learn to love God and hate sin as much as anybody in the world. These are just the musings of an addicted human being who will only break free with supernatural intervention. It's a good thing that God promises to intervene, and has.

Jesus is here! Love has come!

We were created for worship. It is in our nature and being to worship something. What are you worshiping? Who are you worshiping? Jesus is the Author, Perfecter, and Star of the show. He deserves so much more than I can give, and yet I don't even give Him everything I have to give. This post is a challenge more to me than many of you.