So. I'm back.

That was three weeks of my life. And I'm different, I think. It's been three weeks, and I'm still digesting the feelings and happenings that I experienced. I miss people, and I'm glad I'm home. I'm sad, and I'm happy. I'm tired, and I'm awake. I have two hands that want to each do their own thing. Like this Jars of Clay song. They have a new album. And I think I like it a lot. I'm sorry this post isn't longer, but I need to find out whether I'm allowed to post my camp pictures, so I can't do that, and I just got finished sorting through 272 emails, mostly junk. So I'm just gonna post this song by Jars. Because they're the best.




Here's the lyrics:

I’ve been living out of sanity
I’ve been splitting hairs and blurring lines
I am a house that is divided
In my heart and in my mind

I use one hand to pull closer
The other to push you away
If I had two hands doing the same thing
Lifted high, lifted high

I have a broken disposition
I’m a liar who thirsts for the truth
And while I ache for faith to hold me
I need to feel the scars and see the proof

And if we just keep digging we can reach the foundation
Of our souls
And if we just keep cutting all the chains from our hearts
We’ll lose control

And it feels like giving in
It feels like starting over
It feels like waking up, and you know it’s coming
It feels like a brand new day
Open your eyes